R.A.H.M.A.N. The End?

R.A.H.M.A.N.
Is this the end?  

As I was reading, my heart starts to beat faster and faster...  I hoped that it was because of the coffee.  But then, no, I started to fear about what will happen in the future...

Here I am, standing at the crossroad trying to figure out which path to choose.  It is not a easy decision.  Who the hell can I trust?  I feel vulnerable because I don't feel good YET with either party.  Do I have to choose someone who let me lived comfortably till today or someone who promises that I will have a safer and more reliable place to live in? 

From what I was reading, many of them acted childishly and irresponsibly to my country and it's a shame.  :(  It made me wonder if my leaders are truly educated or some 'Samseng' trying to be a fool of themselves.  Saw many news about these stupid acts like the 'Butt Dance' and am really angry about it.  Dato' Ambiga's response to stop 'Tosai' mockery makes me feel good because that is what an educated leader would perform. 

But who knows?  What are the plots and plans they are up to?  I cracked my brains and well, who knows,  there are always hidden agendas that are kept in secret, and we, the citizens are being used as their pawn. 

The elections are around the corner.  If I'm on time for voting, I will clear my mind, clear my hatreds, my anger.  And when it's time I will ask myself :-

"Am I ready for a CHANGE?" 

Tan.Desiree.

Back to da days!

Back to the days without electricity. Warm, perspiring, but luckily it's raining... No choice but to sit at our front porch and enjoy the fresh air from the cool drizzling weather.

I can imagine how our grandparents lived during their era. :))

Quite nice actually..

想聽些甚麼話？

當你開始懷疑自己的能力時，甚麼夢想都變的很遙遠。 是誰在甚麼時候，在怎樣的情況下說了甚麼評語讓你對自己的表現感到失望？

如果對方只是想表達一些意見呢？ 這不代表原本不好，只是如果加上他的意見會更好呢？ 這個時候是不是要用學習的態度去接受意見？

如果自己很清楚自己的勢力，目標，意見來了其實很容易消化或過濾你覺得有用的訊息。

其實人都一樣，我們只愛聽我們覺得好聽的話。 難道不是嗎？

**題外話： 明天早上很想吃烤麵包配上熱奶茶，the Malaysian Chinese style. 可以的話再加上兩粒半生熟蛋!

Good night..

Source of Happiness

Life is a repetitive of happiness followed by unhappiness. It's a circle. I mean cycle. Everyone awaits the moment of happiness everyday, whereas some don't see where they come from.

Where is the source of happiness? I am lucky or because I'm easily contented that I find happiness everywhere in my life. I got so happy today because:

1. I finished a whole big packet of M&M's chocolate!
2. I made Bobby happy by making him his favourite mutton meal.
3. Company called up and said some artiste complimented my songs, and she want MORE!!
4. I wrote a song.
5. Sista called me up for a massage.
6. Went for a movie with my family and love.
7. Looking at my little brother NOW, sleeping on my bed.

But what do we expect next? Unhappy events? Why do we always fall so deep in emotion like falling from the sky each time we feel so fulfilling bout our lives? Is this why some ppl chose to shun away from being too happy?

A master once told me that life always needs a balance. The "Middleway" he called that, is where we mustn't be feeling "OVERLY" with something. Too happy, too sad, too ambitious, too skeptical, too confident, too scared! An average of everything is the best medicine I guess. Sounds like my mum when she said about eating. Eat all sorts of thing u like, but moderately!

Well, it does make sense because when you feel on top of the world, the next moment u might be feeling empty again when things are back to normal. This is when we start looking for our source of Happiness.

What is your source of happiness? Try looking for one now if you have not found any. And it's better to have more options because you do not want to have a double let down when your only source of Happiness is down on its mood! (hehe)...

Good nite fellows. Sweet dreams..

Love,
Desiree